Thursday, October 10, 2013

Useless (Poetry)

Useless

You walk on by
While tent cities grow
Children are raped
Body and mind
Strokes and heart attacks reign
Savages stroll to and from
Psyches sink
You hear and see nothing


Thoughts on Living

Living is more than being able to see, hear, taste, touch, and smell. It is more than following some routine set up for you by a system controlled by others, put into motion decades or centuries ago. Living is being conscious of and becoming principles. We are principles every moment, but we are not always conscious of the reality of the principles that we are. Distractions and medication have allowed others to enforce principles through you without you knowing it. No one wants to be indifferent, unjust, or restrictive, yet many are those principles moment after moment. You have to gain consciousness of your self so that you can join the rest of the living beings. Once you begin to live you will usually choose to be the greater principles like justice, empathy, freedom, equality, and creativity. These are just s few of the greater principles, but it is your choice if you want to live and what principles you live. Please think more than you react.


I Wish Upon (Poetry)

I Wish Upon

I wish our souls would ascend
Right out of our bodies
Could rip through our heads
And rise out of here
Torn skulls and scalps
 Lights drifting toward primary
How beautiful and bright
It would all be


Thoughts on Suicide

It seems like an easy solution for releasing souls from the bodies that we are trapped in, but releasing the energy that animates us in a beneficial way is a delicate thing. You have to release this energy in a way that connects you to a larger field of energy. To just shoot yourself in the head or swallow a bunch of pills may not be enough. You also have to think about what the trauma of suicide does to the energy we are. Trauma can cause the energy to linger here or connect with a small field of energy. To live a life here surrounded by energies of misery and leave the body only to return to misery is not beneficial. If you like it here remaining here would be acceptable, but if you liked it here you would not be taking this in right now. You would be enjoying your time out there in the small weak fields of energy. Suicide is also a poor choice because real ascension happens organically, naturally. The natural world that I am talking about includes all of the cosmic world. The ultimate goal is to reunite with what is call dark energy and suicide is not the way to get there. Remember this when the world around you totally collapses. Please think more than you react.



Urban Warrior (Poetry)

I have loved and lost     
But never my ability to love
I heal up, fill up
Draw down – recline
This savage city
Will not remake me
I will stand steadfast
Honoring the soul, not the body




Thoughts on Death

I had chances to be freed from this body. First there was the time my mother failed to take me in the womb. After her thinking on the matter she gave in to a morality that she was taught but did not know. The second time was traveling around a haze of bullets. Several times during the 1980’s I would hear gun shots while walking down a street. If the people were not shooting in my direction I would continue to walk at the same pace. Violence was so common that we all lived with it. Later in my life I thought about how awful it was or maybe it just was. The third time that I almost left this plain of existence was in 2010 when I had surgery on my spine. The doctors say that they had a hard time with certain tissues in my neck. They also said that I was unconscious longer than I should have been. I remember being at peace. I did not have enough consciousness to ascend at that point. I was close, but I had just gotten into metaphysics. Now I know so much more than I used to. I hope that all of you can say the same thing to yourselves. I learn more each day as I search for more conscious energy. The next opportunity I have to ascend I will take it and move on. Until that time I am still ascending myself.  Please think more than you react.