Surviving Genocide

Not all genocides destroy every member of the targeted group. I have survived one genocide in my life. During the 1980's or the crack era dark men were brutalized mind, heart, and body. Dark men who were not slaughtered were locked away for twenty years or more. Some dark men were locked away for forty years. I did not think that I would survive. Most people who suffer through genocides probably cannot see futures with them in it. After that genocide I tried to study and learn so that I could fight the forces that cause genocide, injustice, greed, indifference, etc. Now I am on the back end of another genocide. I have tried to prevent this one with ideas in the form of words, but they have gone ignored. My heart is not as heavy this time around because I know that if dark people had listened to reason this genocide would not being happening. I do have to say that I would rather not be around after this genocide has ended because I have seen possible futures this time and it is awful for the dark survivors. Donate And Get A Gift.

Studying Yeshua

The more I studied Yeshua the clearer it became the he was not what the dark people around me were worshiping in their religious organizations. They shout his name on Sunday and call on it every other day. The Yeshua that I know is a prophet that studies and embraces the non material world. Most dark people hate to study and are only invested in the material world. Dark people worship a god man that sits in the sky handing out favors and punishments. Yeshua opened a clear way for me within the community because when they question reality I could bring up the person they claim to love. Yeshua is my mental stiff arm. I know that some argue about whether Yeshua really existed, but it does not matter to me. Yeshua exists in certain texts, so he helps me if he is just a symbol as much as if he was a real person. Donate And Get A Gift.

Finding Role Models

Dark males with ridiculous mothers and no fathers can still grow in consciousness. I know this because I have grown without great power. I found people that I could learn from in the reality of other eras. My wife once criticized me for only looking to dead people. I answered that I worked with what I had as always. Most dark people start with Yeshua as a role model, but it is never the figure, it is always our silly elder's view of Yeshua. I say that our elders are silly because if they were growing our community would not be in the shape it is in. I found many ideas in Yeshua with open eyes. I also found strength in Malcolm X, George Orwell, Langston Hughes, Karl Marx, Thomas Jefferson, etc. I gain knowledge from those who fear dark people so much that they want to destroy us as much as from those who love dark people. I think that I will use some of these blogs to show what I learned from figures of all types. I want you to know that consciousness is never out of reach. Sometimes we can find our way by looking inside of ourselves. Sometimes relating to others can help us. Donate And Get A Gift. 

Politics Is Nothing To Us

People are worried about the new political situation in the United States. When it comes to the dark peoples it does not matter who is in seats of political power. I remember how everyone got excited when Bill Clinton was elected. Toni Morrison called him the first black president, which she knows was historically incorrect, but that's another blog for another day. Clinton devastated the dark people. People were excited when George W. Bush stole the election. Black churches got a few dollars, but dark people were devastated. People cried with joy when Barack Obama was elected. Dark people are in worse condition now than ever on this land. Politics does not matter to me, but concepts matter. Unity matters. Justice matters. Empathy matters. Freedom matters. Equality of opportunity matters. Creativity matters. Dark people should try to embrace concepts. Donate And Get A Gift.  

All Reality All The Time

I am in a state of reality every moment. I recognize a building as a place to shelter human bodies designed by beings. I think about why the building is at that particular spot and why those people are in the buildings. I recognize a car as a tool that carries beings and objects from space to space quicker and easier than walking, but harder than a bus or train. I recognize other people as energy encased in bodies independent or dependent. Sometimes I walk lightly because I know that the earth is a living being. This the way I am and how I see. Donate And get A Gift.  

Tell Your Children

You should be careful to give your children constructive information so that they can build lives for themselves. Almost all dark parents give their children the wrong information and that is one of the main reasons why we are destroying ourselves. When you say "do what you have to do to keep a roof over your head." You are telling them that lying, cheating, stealing, and killing are all okay as long they survive. You are also telling them that when someone performs those acts on them it is okay because people who kill dark people also have to keep roofs over their heads. Do your children a favor and tell them to study everything in every way possible. Tell them to study astronomy, psychology, social structure, genetic history, etc. Tell your children to use what they learn in their daily living and when knowledge changes, they should change. I know that dark people were given bad information from our parents, the state of the community proves that, but our children do not have to make the same stupid mistakes that we did. Tell your children to put their metaphysical selves above their physical selves. Donate And Get A Gift   

Think Deeply

When you think about your existence you should think deeply. Think about why so many children were made with two parents and are born having only one. Think about the haves and the have nots. Think about how those haves got so much and how the rest of us have so little. Think about how mothers are born into poverty and bring children into poverty.... Think about how poverty is made and where it comes from. Think about how some people can live well and watch the other people who live one community over suffer. Think about what it means that this society looks up to entertainers and down on scholars, artist just starve. The mind is one of the grandest things, so use it. When you think, think deeply. 

A Better Identity

Dark people have become mules to the rest of the world. We are comfortable with doing the grunt work for everyone else. We are also okay with being the clowns for everyone else to laugh at, especially if we are getting paid for it. Some dark people believe that this role is the only role that they can play. Other dark people know that they can do better, but go along with the position of mule because there are no institutions that benefit them. I will not play the role of mule for the world. I will not play the role of clown for the world. I have something better to offer the world than my strong back and ability to make other ethnic peoples laugh. We must take on better identities for ourselves because the world does not need more clowns or mules. Modern technology has overtaken the person's ability to carry heavy loads. If dark people continue to live out identities that are no longer needed they will find themselves slaughtered. Donate And Get A Gift.

The Big Test

The big question that is hanging over all of our heads is this, will the masses of us turn away from the system? We have to turn away from this insane system and toward a more sane system. To complain about the old without having something new is a waste of time. We have to stop our devotion to a system that allows a person to displace others because that person has a piece of paper that says they own land, space, and air. We have to decide that if there are empty housing units there cannot be people sleeping on the pavement or in subway tunnels every night. I do not see people breaking out of the illusion of America any time soon, but no one can know what will spark the mental transformation needed to develop new systems. I have the courage and maybe you can find the courage because we are undergoing the big test of our time. Donate And Get A Gift. 

One Meal A Day

Most days I only eat one meal. I have been surviving on one meal for years now. I have been working for myself in the knowledge business for six year now and for dark men this an odd business to be in. If I blogged and made videos about entertainment or conflict I would have more money for food and housing. I like to think and thinking plus dark man equals economic poverty. I live from the generosity of others who know how genuine I am, but when you do not have money to pay for rent and food you are homeless and hungry. So I eat the one meal. I also know that surviving on one meal a day may become a new requirement for a majority of us as our society slips further into a dystopian reality. I realize that the more I think the less food I need, so it is really not that bad. When ever someone asks why I am losing so much weight I say I am eating one meal a day. Donate And Get A Gift.    

One Vision Of Social Order

I envision a certain kind of society. In this society we all work for the mastery of skills. Everyone is an active part of at least one community. Each community is responsible for maintaining itself, including streets, bridges, waste management, recycling, etc. The space and everything in that space belongs to the community. One thing drives us, infinite development. In this society farms and cities are all mixed in together and there is no need for inner cities and suburbs. Separation based on physical characteristics become less important. Before you dismiss this as a dream, think about my vision for about a week. Imagine this society in existence. Ask yourself if it is possible. Donate And Get A Gift  

No More Meat

In September of 2013 my family decided to go on a raw food diet for 30 days. I went along to help encourage my wife. It was not difficult on my body, but it was difficult finding food to eat. Almost everything that we eat is cooked or processed in some way. This raw food cleanse also prohibited sugar, so you can imagine what it was like. We all made it through the thirty days of eating raw food. About fifteen days into the cleanse I decided that I would not go back to eating flesh again. I like the energy that I have only eating plants, beans, fruit, etc. I have only eaten meat once since then and I became sick. I am not one of those high nosed people who looks down on meat eaters or try to convince them to change. I think that we have to act in a way that is best for us. I have benefited in the usual ways, weight loss, smooth digestive flow, etc. I made a good decision for myself when I said no more meat. Donate And Get A Gift.

Keep The Medication Coming

I have had the conversation many times where we try to figure out why people in the United States are not protesting more. We had some protests here and there, but nothing as large as in other countries. The system is battering us every day and people seem to shuffle along. I thought more on this situation and the answer was right in front of my face. The masses of the people are medicated. Medication takes up a large portion of the lives of citizens. They have to spend energy on whether they can afford their medication and will be able to afford their medication in the future. People also have to figure out how they are going to get their medication in their hands. The pharmacy may be far from their homes. We also have people who self medicate with alcohol and illegal narcotics. If you drink a glass of wine twice a day every day, you are self medicating. If you have to smoke a blunt every day just to make it through the day, you are self medicating. The rulers of this system have it easy because most of us will follow them into death as long as they keep the medication coming. Donate And Get A Gift.

The Year 2020

I am going to make a few predictions about how this society will look by the year 2020. This is easy for me to do because it is far enough away and I probably will not be around to face you if I am wrong. You may see my predictions becoming clear over the next few years if I am right and you dare to pay attention. The population of dark people will be reduced from 40 million to 20 million. When young dark men gun down other young dark men they kill the children that those men would have had. The federal government will be reduced so that almost all decisions will be made at the local level by communities. I mean community organizations outside of the political system. If you cannot join or form a community, you will not survive. If your neighbors decide not to unify, you will not survive. I think that there will be great transformation for those who dare to stand up for themselves and devastation for those who stay bowed to unworthy masters. Donate And Get A Gift.

Voting Rights

Let us visit the realm of delusion and pretend that the voting machines actually counted our votes. My vote still would not count because I am not a first class citizen. My people have been here for at least 150 years. My people could be indigenous to this land, but that does not matter to the people who run this country. My voting rights have to be monitored and reinstated every few decades. The system does this for only one reason, I am dark. The saddest part about the elections is that young dark people believe that they are citizens with full rights. It is why so many of our youth are confused when they are violated. Sometimes I vote and sometimes I don't, it never benefits me one way or another. If you are a first class citizen have a good time voting. Donate And Get A Gift.   

A New Season Every Day

One of the results of climate change is that we have new seasons every day. This week we had a summer day, spring day, autumn day, and it feels like winter right now. At first this annoyed me because one of the great things about living in New York City was the clear change in seasons. As I grew in consciousness I began to love it. It means that everything is possible each day. It is as if everything is sped up. If anything is possible each day I may not have to wait until I am fifty years old or sixty years old to escape this body. I may escape this body tomorrow or the next day. Every day there is a new hope for me and that is exciting. Donate And Get A Gift

Our Heads

My community has two options for the head. 99% of them spend their energy on making sure that the head looks nice. You will always find barber shops and hair salons crowded in our neighborhoods. Dark women spend over $9 billion on hair products. Dark men get fresh hair cuts weekly and still they put expensive hats on or doo rags to cover those fresh cuts. The idea must be to make the head pretty since they are so empty or broken. The rest of us spend a lot of energy building up the insides of our heads. We study so that we can be the best possible beings in this pit of mental decay. We are a small group and we are scattered across these lands, but I know that after we escape these bodies we will never take solid form again. We deserve that much. Donate And Get A Gift